all i can say is this. i'm still a rash idiot who does stupid things... so much for being observant =x well, like what someone told me once 'ur so full of yourself...' which makes me wonder... what went wrong? oh well, i'll ponder over it when i have the time... as for now i'll just hope i can fix things.. ciao

took a step too fast, should have slowed things down. hope its not too late to undo my mistake. well... thats all i guess.. ciao.

haha. my weekend was good =) but i dont feel like going into details. physics challenged was postponed to today. fixed up the car at the last minute, it still veered towards the right but the important thing is that we crossed the finishing line. lol. it was a disaster at first but who cares? so thats one thing off my mind. next in line is the postings... 8days till the life of all those who took the o's takes another turn. okay, maybe not that much but you get my point. got things pretty much planned out wherever i get posted to (or so i hope i do). just got another anology abt life. life is like chess, only thing is that ur playing with more than one opponent. so make a move too early and u risk getting eaten, make a move too late and lose ur chance. same goes for recklessness. haha, dont mind me i'm still suffering the effects of caffine on me. well, i guess i made a move too soon and almost got checkmated. but things turned out differently, so its back to the waiting game. i'd salute anyone who gets what i'm talking about =P have fun ppl. ciao.

'ring around the roses she has me blushing' - Counting the Stars by Waking Ashland

just got back from the chingay parade! it was fun hanging out with the guys again, althought we got crappy road side seats =( but who cares? lots of bright floats and performers going pass. missed most of the performances cuz we were too far in the middle. after the whole parade ended terrence came along and philbert and yiu long left. so yi kai, gary, sheng kang, terrence and me went to play pool, was suppose to go to pool junction but they were full so we had to go to funky balls... not that i hate the place but the tables arent really that fun to play with. anyway we had fun there like old times when we had not a care in the world. miss those days but we all have to grow up some time sooner or later. so we played for quite a while and the grand total? $12.50. lol! anyway cabbed home cuz i gotta do some stuff. thats abt it ppl. ciao and stay happy.



i screwed up big time. lost a friend who ment so much.

is insanity a mental condition or a refuge that people seek when their relatity is shattered and all they thought was right is proven wrong? haha. that was totally random. anyway school's started, homework has pilled up higher, the physics challenge took out more time than i expected but it should pay off... i hope. school's starting to become a drag but i asked for it. hope i'll still be in when the posting comes out. no matter how slim the chances are. life hasnt been going too well but its bareable for the moment. all i can say is i found something that caught my eye.

happy chinese new year ppl! haha. its been good so far. went visiting and stuff... the usual. i'l keep the post short cuz i'm feeling lazy =P anyway, just wanna wish anyone who ever reads this a happy chinese new year and may all ur future endevours be sucessful. (special thanks to my psychiatrist for clearing up my head =) would give u a hug if i could) anyway caio ppl

yesterday was valentines day. how did i spend it? with my beloved OG30 Nebulo! (half of us anyway). met up at dhoby ghaut station and had carl's junior for lunch =) big burgers!!! xP while we were eating i brought up the topic of the 'free hugs' campaign and said how it wouldn't work in our lovely SG. and speak of the devil a girl appeared with the 'free hugs' sign and was trying to give hugs to the passer-bys outside carl's junior. so we finished our meal and once the girls stepped out of the restaraunt they got hugged! was behind them laughing when wen jie decided to push me into the girl giving the hugs, of course being the kind person that i am i decided to return him the favour no matter how unwilling he was -wink- anyway we headed down to the Mindz Cafe. for those who have not heard of it, its this cool cafe where u can sit and just play almost any game with ur friends. from jenga to some weird game which no one has ever heard of. had tons of fun, especially while playing 'Intrigue' its a crazy backstabbing game highly recomended for guys!(although jenard won that day cuz venetta gave her a 50k bribe...) but its just a game. so we headed down to town and taka to eat dinner and go home.

now on to today. went back to skool, wasn't really a drag but not really looking forward to it as much as before... how am i suppose to get back? by a miracle. starting to like 18/07 although there are still some disputes which i shall not elaborate on. congrats to those who can stay, good luck to those who choose a to go to a better pasture may ur road be filled with happiness and fun. and to those like me who are not sure if they will be staying, hope for the best and be prepared for the worst. stayed back for the maths super team today, turned out we werent the only j1 class there. lol. we didnt do too well but i dont think we did too badly either. good job guys! hmmm.... dont think there's anything else i can say. ciao and may the force be with you =)

haha. its freaky when you have so much to think about and suddenly it all disappears... was about time i let go of it... freed up plenty of thinking space in my head but still doesn't answer the questions in my heart.. oh well life stinks sometimes. anyway just got back from my class outing.. went with them to sentosa. wouldnt say its the most fun outing i've been to, but its not the worst either =) no one was dunked into the water, had a couple of accidents with the volley ball =P, crapped the day away. then headed down to PS to eat, played pool at funky ball( i still stink at it). pretty alright day, dont really feel like writing much. will upload pics for today when i get them from Zgnid. ciao ppl

just got back from a church retreat.. cleared my mind up a lil... but still pissed at myself... i got 20points... where am i suppose to go? yjc? not that i've got anything against them... but i really like ajc. althought its old and run down, with a crappy field and its 'mugger' image. its a cool place to be. but i guess i do deserve my points... wasnt really working hard... slacking most of the time, distracted by things... haha. serves me right. now all i can do is apply, appeal and leave everything to God. i've been given many chances.. just hope that i'm given this one last one... no use brooding over it... just got to wait for the postings...

WARNING: i'm listening to The Beatles while typing this post.. up to you to infer my current state of mind.


its wednesday. 2 days till friday. which is none other than results day. haha. should i be happy? anxious? or just be my usual self? the jerk who doesnt give a damn about anything in the world? haha. so many questions so little answers... this is turning out wrong, i shouldnt be talking like this. anyway if life were a game of cards i'd give anything to get a new hand of cards. but life isnt that simple, will it ever be? i dont know. i'll just let the music flow. =) school wasnt much fun anyway, my class suggested skipping skool tml but in the end no one's gonna do it. tml's the 'last' day of skool before a 6day break. i'm starting to rant, guess i should stop. Beatles music is not good for health =P.


i'm finally moving on

dont know y i created a new blog but what the heck? =P a budding musician gotta have somewhere to jot his thoughts down... haha, just some excuses to console myself (yikes! something's wrong with me). anyway on to today's agenda...


crashed VJC today! it was fun, got Anthea to show me ard the place. a couple of comments i'd like to make: 1. the food there is much better than what i eat back in AJC, 2. its super windy there! especially the tree-house (a must visit if u're ever there) 3. the student popluation there does not mug as much, 4. the place just gives a warm and fun vibe.

now on to the more boring and useless stuff about my life. those who don't wanna read, please move your cursor to the top right corner of the window and press the red button with the white 'X' on it. as for those who read on, i will not be held responsible for any feelings or emotions you feel from reading the following content...


AJC's been a blast, from the orientation with Nebulo (you guys have been great), to the forming of 18/07 (don't really gel with them but they're still a fun bunch to be with). had some great outings with them, truth or dare at J8 and going to sentosa's Palawan Beach =) didnt do much with my class, only had a steamboat with them. haha. next big thing coming up is the results which are coming out on friday i guess... after that is the gig on 'Friendship Day' aka Valentines Day, hope there's still a mood to play. LOL. its another lonely valentines for me but what do i care? for those who are still reading, thanks i guess? shan't bore you anymore.