how should i start? no thats not it.. where should i start? with the good news or the bad? guess i'll start with the good... i finally got out of YJC. that dead place and into Singapore Poly! althought i got into mechnical engineering instead of aerospace electronics. but its alright, i'm in where i wanna be and thats all that matters. well that was all the good news i have now for the matters which are eating me away...

1. Cancer
why does cancer exsist in the first place? its the mutation of the cells in the human body which causes the organs to fail and what not... after millions of years of evolution, shouldn't the genetics which cause cancer be phased out of the gene pool already? haiz... my mum had gone through one round of cancer in her large intestine. why does she have to go through another round in her lungs? isn't there any cure? please God, she should not have to go through this.

2. 2 + 5 = 7
well, its not bad news or good news but its something which is slowly eating me away... to most its just a math equation. but certain ppl know what i'm talking about. i wont say its fading away, but its not progressing much either... we're caught inbetween the past and the future... stuck in a place neither here nor there. in a place of emptiness where i'm slowly being eaten away, piece by piece... i dont know how much longer i can take it or last... especially now when my mum needs me the most... i really need you to be there to help me through and give me strength when i'm down... if ur reading this, let me say that i'm not pressurising. i just want u to know how much u mean to me and affect me.

okay, before i get anymore emotional and lose control of myself, i'll stop here. ciao.

Cancer - My Chemical Romance
"now turn away... 'cause i'm awful just to see...'